date: dec. 16, 2024
time: 9:19pm
mood: content
listening: n/a
1. the dragon gave a loud scream - sega
2. tomorrow - death cab for cutie
3. florida plates - pencey prep
4. a jagged gorgeous winter - the main drag
5. winter is coming - radical face
7. refrain - dj taka
8. absence makes the day go longer - cursive
9. snow patterns - q and not u
10. i am a rock - paul simon

date: dec. 20, 2024
time: 12:47am
mood: dead
listening: n/a
secondhand prices have only gotten worse and worse for every toy i collect, but the worst victim of this have been dolls - especially monster high.
$30 for a nude, handless, one-armed catty noir..
limbs, tails & single accessories being sold for $10 a piece..
thinking anyone's going to buy your yellowed & dirty hair-cut lagoona for $40..
hell, even the mhs i've seen at goodwill & flea markets were horribly overpriced.
so, is every hobby overtaken by greed? these dolls are absolutely not worth the inflated prices. collecting mh feels sad, unfair and not fun at all, i cannot wait for the monster high hype to die down.

death to scalpers!!!

date: dec. 22, 2024
time: 1:59pm
mood: bored
listening: forever got shorter - braid
the last few months of this year have been...tumultuous.. that's the best word i can use. i'm hoping i can stop being lazy and finish everything off before new year, but i don't count on being able to push myself to do so in time :,D
i went on a walk to the store today even though my leg hurt and was kind of limping, and now it feels even worse, but at least i have a fanta..

trying to finish off persona 3 portable, but grinding tartarus is so mind numbing i almost want to quit hahaha. chidori you didn't deserve this :c

date: dec. 23, 2024
time: 3:06pm
mood: content
listening: trouble breathing - alkaline trio
i really think i should get into alkaline trio.. i never listened to them before because i thought they were a shitty "pop-punk" band this whole time o_o
well, i made my annual chocolate christmas cookies earlier. it took forever because i haven't baked anything in months - i actually forgot how to crack an egg.

i really want to make a jojo shrine, or at least a diu shrine, have so many layouts in mind for one..but my mind goes blank when i try to start writing content for it. i guess i immediately start to cringe at myself inside when i write. i don't know, i love the series with my whole heart and i wish i had anything substantial to say about it. maybe i'll have to work on it for a few months...
on that note, though, i am so damn excited for the steel ball run anime. i know it's coming and it will be peak.